Moontyde's Poetry

sweet

i dont think that i will be able to write many more poems that will be concedrerd sweet.heh

With me, you may just fail on that promise...

whats that supposesd to mean??

Moon, Im thinking that if you dont get that now, you probably wont get it.

oh i get it. that it means that there will be more poems that will be considered sweet with him. i just don't know what he sees in me really i cant really see what anyone sees in me im nothing special about me.

People that look at themselves, usually dont see anything special.

I'll send you what I see in a PM. It's going to be... interesting, to say the least.

my heart with which i trusted to someone important who i will never forget. now he wants to tear it apart even more. and i will cry evermore if i lose him. when my heart choses to love someone it never stops. it continues to love no matter to what extent.The tears i will shed if he was to ever depart from this world at which i am bound will never end even if on the outside the tears dry my heart will never stop mourning its loos. i in turn will say unto you whom wishes me happiness and then says what he has( i dare not repeat the words for i may burst into tears once more) i hope you dont mean them.

love means that the person is willing to die for the other. i do not wish harm to anyone that is why i myst stay seperate for fear of destroying what i love. from someone i learned that to love is to destroy and i wish nothing of the sort. to whitch my love is bound i must protect. no matter the anger or frustration at those whom i love.

standing there on the roof
nothing going through or around my mind
never being able to see clearly
who cares if im gone
what would it be like
would it be peaceful like they say
will god forgive me for not believing
will people cry at my funeral
or would they say ' what a stupide girl why would she do something so stupide'
why me why me why wouldnt i just die
when will i get mine when will i get to sleep and rest. my heart cant take this its too much im so numb there is nothing to stop me why cant i just jump
the highest point i could get to.
why am i scared
i think and i think and i stoped.
it was then and ther that the sky opened upo and poured the essance of what was my heart. the light flooding my eyes and my chest tightining up my minds gates bursting open. my mind flooding with images of the people who love me and who cared. the ones who picked me up when i fell.
i saw the faces of those i hurt and vowed to revive their happiness. i saw the smiles on those whom i have helped and vowed to retain that. i heard the laughter of all of us. i felt my feet being lifted of the roof top. and thought
'it cant be i have to stay, i have to i cant leave them for this world to tear down. im so selfish. i should have made all this right. i should have climbed down and listend to all the ones that i cared bout and loved.'
i fell but i fell into the arms of one whm i hurt the most.
and i asked:' why, why did you save me? i dont deserve this' all he did was stare down at me in his arms and smiled and said close your eyes and rest. then he wisperd in my ear,' your the only light in my life, you are what i live for.'

You should know how much all of your friends care for you moon. Dont forget how much we all love you, ok?

*huggles lunamoon* Your poetry is so beautiful. ^_^ I felt very special and privileged just by reading it.

this mask you see isnt me.
this voice you hear isnt any where near.
this touch you feel isnt real.
but this heart that you see is all of me.


( this a random poem and has not much behinde it to those who do not know.)

Dont forget you can always talk to us about stuff, ok? We r here for you.

MOON!!! you know that I will always love you as a sister.. if I had a choice you wouldn't go through as much as you do....

I'm here for you to moon or luna whichever you prefer now. I agree with CCC (as I'm sure most of your friends do) if I had the choice you wouldn't go through as much as you do. Never forget how much your friends care about you or that we'll always be here for you.

i know, sometimes hard seeing you guys worrying bout stuff that isnt yours to woory about.

We worry about this because we have all gone through something, in one form or another.

ANd because sometimes the best thing a friend can do is to take some of your burden for you. *huggles luna* You'll be ok. We're all here for you.

Exactly.

thanx. i just hope you guys wont do the same as brandon. its hard enogh that im the way i am but when one of the people i want to understand doesnt.

this world of which im bound has spun and twisted
it is different from what i used to see and the people in it have too.

*iz such a very very confuzed little elf, and would very much like to be filled in on what the heck is going, but is too polite to ask*

Also... *huggles luna* You look like you need a hug. ^_^

im basicly being exiled because of something out of my complete control.