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Here are my next 2...

Please...
Flash of anger cross my eyes...
Moon no longer hears my cries...
Beating heart, my blood red tears.
I live my life filled with fear.
Tears fall to the blue lined page...
What did I lose to my rage?
My pain overtakes my mind...
Please let peace be what I find.
Darkness overtakes my art...
Please let love fill my torn heart.
But my hopes, my dreams, are gone
With the coming of dawn...


Salvation
Chaos controlled.
Story unfolds.
Small bleeding heart,
"Why did this start?"
Kingdoms crumble.
My steps stumble.
Finish this task.
Myself I ask,
"Are these my sins?"
And my breath ends...

Silence fills this place of pain.
My heart leaves a blood red stain.
Have I angered so many more
That my work now goes ignored?
Or do they read, but say nothing
To this person who's pain he sings?

silence fills his place of pain
he leaves there a bloodred stain
sadness he feels, and so much more
in his words he can't ignore
i read and say nothing, how to say things
to the person, his pain he sings?

Brilliant... True, it's technically plagiarism, but I'll let it slide. Thankyou.

magician infinity wrote:

Brilliant... True, it's technically plagiarism, but I'll let it slide. Thankyou.

/embarrassed
you're welcome

I have finally read all of your poems on here...wow, great job. It is true, you have a gift, my dear.

He is good with this work. I think someone with a gift like this should share it with the public.

I'm working on a new poem, and I finished one a while back. As soon as I have a copy and a 'net connection I'll post them.
I'm trying to keep you all up to date with my writings. And sorry for the wait.

Ok, I have a few poems to post and 1 announce ment that might get some of you anticipating what it heralds.

First the poems:


(This first one was written on May 14th of 2009. I was going to read it at the "Graduation Party I held a few months later, but I had lost it. Well, I've found it and now you all can read it. If you were at that party, this applies to you and a select few others.)

A Farewell to Friends

For many years I knew thee,
Yet it seems but a second.
We've been through tons, you and me,
Under rain, snow, and bright sun.

But time comes at long last,
To wish you (tearful) farewell.
But friendship in iron cast
Won't, can't, die very well.

Know that the bonds we all hold
Will span the depths of all time.
We grow rich within this gold
That we call "Friendship" sublime.

May life treat you all kindly
And let nothing get you down.
We well meet, perhaps timely,
Along this road we walk down.

So long, and farewell my friends,
We do not part readily.
So long, and farewell my friends,
Friends I now call "family."



{nameless poem}

Fires on the day's high noon.
Light the dark side of the Moon.
Tears to the blue lined page
I collapse under fear and rage.
"Why?" I ask you, "Why?!?"
Beneath the star filled sky.
Running down my arm, crimson blood.
Tears create an endless flood.



{nameless poem}

In the midnight hour, nightmares burn.
In the starlit sky, moonlight turns.
Wolves howl beneath the stars and moon,
Humanity hears their grand tune.
Fireflies, like tiny living stars,
Fly up, down, and round, near and far.
The crickets sing their broken song
Echoing (here.... there) all night long.



One And Lonely

If only I were the only…
Now I am the one and lonely!
I’m in the shadow of the sun
I know you are the only one.
My bleeding heart, it cries your name,
Yet you only see my dark shame.
What the Hell could I ever say
To make you ever want to stay?
What the Hell did I ever do
To ever… To ever hurt you?!?

My eyes show my endless anger,
Yet our hearts scream there’s no danger.
I wish in your eyes I could be
All I want you to ever see.
But I know I can’t end my pain,
I know I barely remain sane.
So I write my pain, my sorrow
Always hoping for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is my salvation…
Tomorrow ends my damnation…



The Night (written after a date that KaleighC18 and I went on with Dragonbullet and Chocolate Chip Cookie)

Incarnate beauty
Sitting by my side.
Stars we're beneath
On this brilliant night.
Half moon high above,
Chill wind passing by.
She holds all my love
And her's is now mine.





And here is the 'teaser' for my new poem set:

I once said that I 'weave' emotions through my poetry (and countless times in my poems I mention 'weaving words')... With that in mind, I give you the title of my new set; the "ReWeave:" poems.
Likewise, I give you the name of the first poem in the set: ReWeave: Time.
The original Time has been heralded as my darkest poem to date. What could the "ReWeave:" be?
All my fans here, on DeviantArt, and on FaceBook will find out 1 week from today.




I thank all of you for sticking with me through this poetic "dry-spell" and I hope you enjoy the works to come.

ty for the friend poem. same to you!

OK, I'm feeling EXTREMELY generous. So, for G.E.E.K. and G.E.E.K. only, I am posting not only the ReWeave: mentioned in my last post, but another as well, not tomorrow, but today.

ReWeave: Time

I weave a tale of yearning
I mold a story of love
And all along the turning
Pages sing Music from above.

I listen with longing ears
To flowing music again.
Wear away all of my fears,
Wear away all of my sins.

I have now been forgiven
My heart and mind are complete.
Greatest peace has been given
When Music and Wolf do meet.

So Night, to Twilight, to Day
And back to where it began.
My demons have gone away
And I become a lucky man.




ReWeave: Lonely Shadow

Time stands still for those who wait
(Love has come, not to late),
Time passes on yet again
(My heart is whole again).

My love has finally come
(Under the risen sun).
I have found the peace within
(That has replaced my sin).

Now the days are brighter
(And my heart feels lighter)
In this time of boundless joy
(Ending the darkened ploy).

Eternity, forever
(This loving endeavor)
I promise to you, my love
(My angel from above).

So I sit and love and wait
(Peering at Heaven's gate)
With who has finally come
(From whom my peace has come).

nice sense of hope and joy in those

They make me happy.... I had not so good a day today but now it is better.... Thanks Magician.

Yay for happy poems!!! ^-^

Well, since you all like these, I'd like you to thank my inspiration. She's the person who posted right above me, my fiance, the love of my life: KaleighC18!

Beautiful, it is to you that I dedicate these poems.

That's so sweet....

Fading
I am feeling numb... and Coming undone.
Unity well wrought is now lost... Forgot.
The wolf's nightly howls, the hooting of owls.
The tears on the page fall... Fall to the stage
Leaving streaks of blue in the bright white hue.
Then One becomes Three and all are now free.
Love, anger, peace, fear... All are drawing near.
My mental hallway turns an earie gray
As sanity fades with the brightened shades.
Then all becomes black... life has run it's track.
Heartless and alone, no being has known
This sad, poor creature in it's frame meager.

A man of many words
Grows saddened by the day.
Now he is silenced…
He wishes fears away.

Feeling lost and forgotten,
He walks the streets alone
Hoping he doesn’t fade
From the world that he’s known.

Days like eternal night,
Sun is now a stranger.
Even while safe inside,
He only feels the danger.

The wolf that’s within him
Howls for inner peace
And listens for the Music
To calm and to ease.

Music now grieves with him
And feels all his pain,
She hopes her sweet melody
Can give him hope again…

I read this before, but didn't have time to reply. Thank you, my beloved, for being with me. But, alas, sorry is hard to remove once it's roots have entangled a heart.
With that said, I introduce my next poem...


Agony
My soul, it burns.
My heart, it yearns.
Yet my dreams escape my grasp.
Red as I bleed.
It's love I need.
But my heart's broken like glass.
I try... I cry
To endless sky
To bring endless love at last.
And now I weep,
Can barely sleep,
And my hope is fading fast...


Along with this, I want to provide another of those looks into my mind...
I've come to realize the complexities of the motion generally called "sadness".
There are many forms and all are painful to bear.
Heartache, sorrow, worry, distrust..... No to alike save for the trouble they cause and the overwhelming pain that can insue due to them.
Even I, engaged, working at $10.25 an hour, and pretty D*mn close to a license, feel one form now. And let me tell you, the pain is nothing I would wish on any being; living, dead, mortal, or immortal. For it never completely leaves, only fades, like an old scar (which I seem to bear too many already...).
And if any emotion ages a being (physically or mentally), it would be the varied forms of sadness...
Please, dear gods, hear my plea... save me from this sorrow. Please, goddess Miliin, strengthen the bond of love I am in. I ask as the disciple Raiga Olir, please...

The ending of this world to me.
So I say this now unto thee....
My mind and my heart are no longer mine.
Numb annd frozen I am stuck.
They say that there is luck,
but I keept saying I make my own luck.
What good is a clover if I find one,
and everything is all over again.
This is my farewell to all those who can read this;
goodbye to those who I harmed, and those whom I healed.
This is my final glow,
till I fade from your view.

Fade

No more secrets.
No more words unsaid.
Lose your regrets
And go where none tread.

...Follow your heart.
Follow endless dreams.
You have a part
To play in this scene.

Why don't you see?
Why do you not hear?
All you can be...
And my only fear...

My heart is your's.
My heart screams in pain.
From my chest, torn.
My tears mix with rain...

soul unclean
why can you not see
i do my best
and i still fail these tests of fate

Lonely
My mind is racing,
My heart is aching.
Tears upon the page,
Showing loss of rage.
One thing, all I want.
...For a heart I hunt.
One like to mine own,
Which all will be shown.
I only ask for love.
All I ask for... Love...

Here are 8 poems I needed to post here to complete the collection. Enjoy.


Home

If home is where the heart is
Then I have found mine.
Not in stone and mortar,
Nor in wood with nails.
But rather, in the arms
(Those warm, caring arms)
Of a beautifuls singer,
The love of my life.
If home is where the heart is
Then I have found mine.

Harken the Moon

I am moonrise waiting
My soul slowly fading
My heart, beating, aching.
Moon is breathtaking...

Unto ashes return.
In the shadows we burn.
For her pressence I yearn.
So the pages will turn...

Showing throughout my art
My brilliant bottomless heart.
Hounds continue to bark
In the growing night's dark.

And the clouds keep rolling
The bass bells keep tolling.
Close eyes, and sleep knowing
The moon's cry is rolling.


Werewolf

Shadow filled silence, hiding what life wants shown.
Wolf in human skin... All I have ever known.
My anger is burning all my heart wants...
Now, in dreams and nightmares, the dark werewolf hunts.
By moonlight, I howl. By bright daylight, I cry.
My soul bleeds beneath the ever changing sky.
An angel watches this endless twilit play...
And music failed to keep the dread beast way.
Must the pain-filled screams remain unanswered here?
Can the wolf playing a man shed his last tear?
And the dark tortured soul continues to pray...
To all who will listen; please show it the way...


Heartache

I was a child before
Ravaged and Razed in this war.
This war, my life it stole
Turning my young heart to coal.
Yet I have learned to love
Taking lessons from above.
Entrusted to so few...
I keep looking for love true.
Words flowing from my tears,
Gently whispered 'round my ears.
Innocent no longer
But ever so much stronger.
So I silently wait
For one who accepts my fate.


The EmberBorn

Torn and alone...
Have I no home?
Hope driving me...
Light binding me...
What should I do?
Is my heart true?
Should I fear fire?
Or my desire?
An ember's dream...
Alone I scream...


Soul

Shattered glass pierce my heart.
Screaming words stain my art.
Broken rhymes; tattered dreams.
UnWeaving at the seams.
I have given my all,
But still you make me fall.
Howl to the silver moon.
Cry in daylight's bright noon.
Wolf dreaming in his sleep.
Peace I can never keep.
Twelve, Seven, Three, and One.
In faith, step in bright sun.
May light bring what was lost.
Soul's sea endlessly tossed.


Crying Alone


Tears lead to sleep.
Dreams lead to wake.
In my soul deep
I hear my heart break.

A Wolf's soul howl
Cries to the Moon.
Life has turned foul.
Hope he hears her soon.

Wind through the trees
On quiet night.
A chilling breeze.
Alone with his fright.

No reply comes
His realized fears.
No reply comes
To the falling tears.


Power of Dismay

Echoes of pasts long gone return
In my mind they begin to burn.
Ink is blood, across the pages,
Shows the countless work of ages.
No recovery, no respite.
Fight these shadows with all my might.
In the dark midnight storms I scream,
The echoes bleed through all my dreams.
Tears becoming words, ink, and blood.
Turning into a crimson flood.
An apocolyptic display
Of powers controlled by dismay.